Cabin Fever

All throughout the UK there is horrible snow, in March! Do you think someone should tell it that Christmas was 3 months ago?...

Captains Log: Day two of being house bond. I only have half a bottle of red wine left, one packet of super noodles and a tin of soup to keep me going. Cabin Fever has began to strike. I am jealous of children with their sleighs going about the street, I'm 23 and hate the snow. When I think of snow I don't think of pretty white stuff which is fun to play in...no, I think of cold, wet weather which makes me sad and something which I don't like falling infront of people in.

I have been stuck in my house for three days, I have resorted to reading the 50 Shades of Grey trilogy again and watching rubbish television. It also makes me extremely sad to think of the abandoned/stray animals and homeless people who don't have a warm, safe place to be in weather like this. The thoughts of something/someone being alone, hungry and afraid is something which breaks my heart.

It's at times like this that it makes me realise how lucky some people are, we moan about being bored and about having 1/2 a bottle of wine in the house, although there are creatures and humans out there who don't have a place to call home, they live each day as it comes and only eat if/what they can find. If I could help all these people/animals I would do so in a heartbeat, although that's unrealistic. If you see an animal or homeless person can you please spare a second and contact a homeless shelter/animal sanctuary and let them know the location of the person/animal - do a good deed.

Happy Mother's Day?...

Today is Mother's Day which is universally known as the day where you make your mother breakfast in bed, treat them to flowers and other gifts and/or bring them out for a meal in a bid to say thanks for being you! In my world though, this day isn't spent in a joyous atmosphere where everyone is happy - no - it's spent with my mother not speaking to me for one reason or another. Breakfast's are ignored, presents ignored, cards torn up, dinners cancelled...therefore I shall rename this day - BLAH day!

On another front, I'm at the age now where I need to start making important decisions about my life. I need to figure out which career path I wish to embarke upon - what is right for me? In an ideal world, I would be in a profession in relation to my passion, drama. I would love to be a drama teacher, although in the current recession and on bad timing on my part, there are no courses which I seem to be eligible for for one reason or another. I used to truely believe that my passion and enthusiasm for performing arts would see me through. I run my own theatre company in Belfast in which I am happier than I have ever been when I'm watching people progress and grow due to my teaching style and my support. There is nothing better than watching people grow and know that you have helped in some way.

Everybody says that there is a path lead out for you and that you're life will work out the way it's supposed to...I truely hope that my life is going to be kind to me and that teaching/persuing drama in some shape or form becomes my career at some point....believing in your dreams has got to count for something.....surely?!...