*Insert.Fake.Smile*

I don't know whether it's just the stress of life or that I'm becoming a mature adult but I really don't have the time nor energy for immature people any longer....some people will just never learn to grow up. When I applied for University, I pressumed that it would be a time of finding myself like they do in the movies, a time for learning what I'm like as a person and not be subjected to the immature rants and bitchiness of school children....I was sadly mistaken. It seems that it doesn't really matter what age you are or where you are, you will constantly be in the company of people who aren't on the same  level as yourself (and I for one lack maturity for the best of times). It's not just university which is full of the school/mean girl esq cliques, it's in employment, when walking down the street, when going into a shop to buy milk. Wherever I go or whatever I seem to do in life, someone will always take a dislike to me or someone else and make a situation ridiculously awkward. I wish life could just be full of happy people who just want to have a good time and not make others feel secluded or make nasty comments, but I don't live in care-bear land which is full of fluffy clouds and farts which smell of candyfloss. At the age of 22, I don't want to mirror those on the programme 'grumpy old women'...I simply wish to be surronded by happy and supportive people, people who make it worth getting out of bed for in the morning. There are people like this in my life, but there is always a handful of others who seem to push their way in to make my mind say bad words on a daily basis. I wish I had the balls to write ''just go f**k yourself and shove your attitude where your personaility is, in a sewer''...but I'll simply continue to smile and remind myself that it's just not worth it. I constantly speak about how I feel that the 'age of love' should be brought into our mentalities and that we should take an optimistic approach to life, hopefully one day this will happen...but for the moment I will have to overcome my constant pesimistic attitude and smile through the annoyance and could make a start by stopping ranting my anger and frustration on social networking sites.....*smiles*