At the moment my life consists of working, eating, moaning, sleeping....that's it! Although this week it was my Birthday and I wish I could state that it was a lovely occasion....it truely wasn't! It will be a memorable one, but not for reasons I would have liked, falling out with family, working (poor me) on the day, having my birthday presents thrown at me and getting yelled at to and I quote ''light your own f**king Birthday cake''.....it was simply delightful! The only part of my day that didn't suck was getting suprised by my lovely work colleagues by a birthday cake and a very thoughtful card....it's simple things like this that mean a lot to me!
At the age of 23 I thought I would be an award winning actress/dancer with a fabulous career under my belt....I niavely believed that I would be talent scouted and that all my ramblings of ''you'll see my name in lights'' to people at school would come true! Ahhhhh to be a childish fool. So many people wish to be famous and be in every magazine, but I truely just wanted credit for my acting, nothing more, nothing less. I have lost my spark recently, I need some creative inspiration to get it back....it was drama that kept my lift alive and got me through some horrendous moments within life....but it seems that over the past year I have started to lose who I really am.....if you find me give me back to myself....
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